Nervous

So, I am nervously sitting here, waiting to go to see the specialist in an hour.  I am not really looking forward to this.  I dread the thought of hearing the "C" word again.  But, then again, you are stuck with the cards you are dealt and God promises to get us through whatever life throws up in our lives.  Sigh.

Gaelic Girl is coming up this afternoon, my sister flew in the other day, mother is wound tighter that a set of pig-tails on a 7 year old girl and the kids are all being nice.  Middle daughter even brought over some movies and bottles of ice tea to keep me awake and happy.  Hmmmmmm, maybe there is a positive side to all of this?

Swede is up for surgery in a few weeks for whatever they are going to do to him and his condition - it sounds worse than what I imagine will happen to me.  Dutchman is up and about, as are all of the others whom all ended up in the hospital on the same day!  Which is good - though really freaky.  I had so many at church last weekend comment on how utterly bizarre it was that happened all at once.  It was not like we were all out drinking contaminated water or something!

UPDATE:
All of the tests proved nothing other than impaired kidney function.  So nasty tests in two weeks.  Great, just great, they do think it is cancer.....