Friday, December 30, 2011

A Dark Christmas

I almost count it a blessing when the power fails - no TV blaring, no computer battles, children not glued to their gaming machines, yes power outages are mankind's friend.  I even remember a time when they knew how to read!

Christmas Day was an unfortunate time to have a power outage, but then again.....  So I thought you might like to see what happened on the other side of the lake from me:



Luckily, I make pasta salad for every Christmas Day.  The sour and lightness of the salad is a refreshing break from too much sugar and heavy meals.  So, we ate heartily and put on sweaters.

As for the mess?  Well, it is lucky that it is a 25mph speed zone or several cars could have been squished!  The trees were all cut up on the 26th and they reset the power poles on the 27th, so now it is line restringing for power, cable and telephone.  Naturally, with the northern lake road blocked, all traffic is being routed around to the south - where I live, but everywhere I have to go is to the north!  Yeah, freeways, church, stores, etc are all to the north.  Just a pain to put up with.....

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Christmas n Gifts n Such

So how did your gift giving go this year?  Usually, I have presents for all in the family, pastors and close friends - as an average I spend about $3,000 and make quite a few as well.  But, not this year!  As my unemployed state continues to eat away at my resources that number has been greatly trimmed, by about 90%.  If the gift had to be mailed - you got a card.  If the gift was for non-family - you got jam, sweets or a painting by me.  For family it had to be small items I was able to pick up during the year.  So, in all, about $300 total.

Of course, everyone understood, except for son whom threw a tempter tantrum and sat in his room in the dark for about 9 hours.  Nothing like an "adult" throwing a temper tantrum to really make your day.  Nothing like Gaelic Girl making excuses for him to really piss me off big time.  She will make every excuse in the book for him to account for his poor behavior - but God help any of my daughters if they run afoul the GG!

My best gift had to be a copy of the Syriac Pishetta, which has been carefully restored from what we now have of the ancient texts, Latin additions removed, etc.  Very interesting work and also from the standpoint that what I have been writing on for next year's blogs and covered in detail - so I was not only to find that I was 99% in my understanding on the subject but also a few more chewy pieces I had not thought on before.  God's timing I guess.  You can expect the first week of the New Year blogs to really be offensive to almost everyone now!
:^)

This work, Aramaic English New Testament is not released yet, but will shortly be available:
Netzari Press
ISBN 978-1-934916-70-4 (1-934916-70-6)

I have never seen an ISBN with additional numbers in parenthesis before, so not real sure what it means.

I would give this work an A+ for being interesting and making you think in order to figure out the differences between the Aramaic and the Greek texts we are so familiar with.  About half of the work is explanations of differences between the Greek and Aramaic.  Some of the comparisons are humorous and others thoughtful, as you realize the struggle the Greek translators went through to take a pictorial language and make it fit a Greek logic sequence.

Will your faith be affected by reading this work and incorporating it into you faith?  Not really, if it does then you are either turning into a legalistic defeated believer or someone like Peter - torn between Judaism and Christianity (I believe Paul called him a hypocrite.....).  It might however help you walk that fine line between living your faith and being compromised out of it by this western culture which has watered down our belief set.

So, I need to get a move on.  Cousin destroyed his computer over the holiday and get to try and figure out what it was he did.....

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Movies At Christmas

At the theater, the Christmas Holiday viewing season is second only to the summer - in its ability to suck (mostly youthful) viewers in for massive spending on movies and condiments.  (and I only figured this out - that I am not longer part of their demographic!)  But, that is only part of it.  How about all of those movie rental opportunities, TV and cable showings as well?

So, it is now Christmas Eve, the kids are snuggled in their beds and it is present wrapping time.  What is more normal than watching a good Christmas flick while you are busy cutting parts of you pants off which the wrapping paper was laying across, cursing at the tape dispenser and of course - cutting the paper too small (even when measured!) to go all of the way around a present?  No, I am not talking Miracle on 34th Street (though very cute) or Its A Wonderful Life (where you have to not be a literalist in order to appreciate this movie!).

Gaelic Girl, now she likes to watch the Die Hard series while wrapping presents.  Here in small town USA, when I brought up this question, several of the church women's first choice was Jurasic Park!  OMG!  Somehow the female savage package wrapping is soothed through watching dinosaurs munch their way through a movie?!?!?!?!?  (Maybe they are more interesting than I thought!)

For me, it has to be Donovan's Reef.  John Wayne, Lee Marvin in his prime, and what was Caesar Romero doing in there?  But, it is comedy and a romantic one at that!  It soothes my inner romantic.  Then I can watch Jurassic Park!  LOL!!!

So, as usual, it was Donovan's Reef.  But, I still had more presents to do, so I clicked on the boob-tube and my favorite film of all time was just starting - and I have not seen it in over 40 years!

"For Heaven's Sake", is the story of two angels whom are trying to get a couple to have a baby because the soul of their waiting child is growing older and there is concern in heaven.  Robert Cummings is one of my favorite actors, but Clifton Webb stole the movie - he was magnificent.  Joan Blondell, a family friend I only knew in her later years, was just a blonde bombshell - fulfilling the requirement for a 1950/60's movie to have one.  Not her best work.


Heartwarming story, simple plot, just a feel good movie.  So, why do I care one way or the other about this movie?  Clifton Webb.  Apparently, he could play the harp - for real - and he did so several times.  Outside of this movie I have never seen a harp used to play some boogie-woogie - I was impressed.  And 40 years later as I watched this film again, I was amazed to find I still found the story good, the acting good, the harp awesome, the humor still brought a snicker.  And, it was good to see 'Aunt' Joan, a compatriot of my great-aunt again.  She has been gone now 32 years and with her went one of the funnier people I have known.

It was just a plain great night.....

:^)

Monday, December 26, 2011

Blessed

One of my few joys, from my old life (aka before the 1996 crushing of my car)) is to host a Christmas Eve dinner.  I love cooking, I love making candies and the kids have all dug in and helped every year make it special.  Sometimes, I wear out and one of the daughters will take over in order to make it all happen.  The kids all do the decorating and over due it every year!  (note no mention of my son and being helpful in the same sentence!)

This year my plan was simple: family only.  But, it would seem God had other plans.  First exception was New Daughter, whom I now needed to include - no biggie.  But, then the guy (whose daughter her age recently died and she has continued staying with after her mother had to go to the other daughter) wanted to come.  Okay.  But, then one of the families I have grown close to - just had twins, just moved, he was laid off on Monday!, then his mother died Tuesday - so that was the end of Christmas for them.  Of course, I invited them!  Then new mother's, mother came up to care for the kids while the parents were off at the funeral Friday in eastern Washington and now she is coming too.  I am counting on my fingers and going, "Oh my!"  Then add a even younger family, whom are struggling mightily in their marriage, new from Mexico, no friends locally, etc. and of course they need to be included as well.  Throw in the Swede, just out of the hospital on Thursday, but he is extended family anyway.

From five of us to now fourteen adults, six kids and two babies!

Yes-sir-ee, a challenge!

So how does all of this equal "Blessed"?  Because, God engineered an evening I would not have attempted - but thoroughly enjoyed.  It was sort of like old times.  But, the greatest blessing I will post about tomorrow.....

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Musical Saturday Morning

I was surprised to see I had not re-posted this from the old blog.  Of course, I have a funny thought to go with this.

One of the girls at church asked, "Whom did Last Christmas?"

I instantly replied, "George Michaels and WHAM!"

Another teen interjected, while giving me that famous stupid look of disgust, "Taylor Swift was the one whom wrote it."

The natural reply, "Taylor Swift was not even born when George Michael recorded that song...."

Of course, more evil eyes coming my way.....

 

Merry Christmas dear reader and fellow bloggers.  May you remember the reason for the season.....

Friday, December 23, 2011

Taking a STAND

In spite of our 'liberal' and 'diversity' loving culture, when you see Jesus' Critics Converging - you need to take a STAND.

Back to John 9:8-34.  Was the blind man's cure worse than his disease?  His troubles began with his healing!  Seems even when the miraculous occurs we still do not get to live happily ever after!  Consider this:

See trouble coming.  When you dedicate yourself to Christ, expect problems with the world.
Matthew 16:24 - take up your cross
Luke 22:36 - buy a sword

Take a history lesson.  When you are criticized, realize that it is not about you, it is about whom God is!  Jesus was hounded over healing on the Sabbath, "who's your daddy", etc.  The blind man was "arrested" and forced to account for his own healing!

Anticipate push back.  The blind man was "brought" in for interrogation - there was no joy over his healing.  Critics want to discredit Jesus - and use you to do it!  The now healed man learns that the Pharisees are not his friends.....

Note, even those closest to you will step farther away from you!  "Fear of the Jews, lest he be thrown out of the synagog" !  Even the blind man's own parents did not stand up for him when questioned!  Jesus was a threat to the Pharisees, so anyone supporting him was thrown out!  Kris' Weakest Link Theory in action and in the Bible!

Dare to tell your own story.  You must be able to witness your own story, not someone else's!  Be prepared to tell your truth of Jesus in your life.  You are not expected to know everything, just what you do know.  All the blind man knew: "I was blind and now I see....".

"And they threw him out of the synagog...."  Which meant he was stripped of his Jewishness and declared a Gentile - to be considered dead by both family and friends.  But, then again, he did find the Messiah.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Christmas is for Real People

Christmas is for real people, just like each of us!  Have you ever considered just how much like each of us Jesus really was?  Well, break out your Bible and let us read Matthew 1:1-17.

There are broken people on Jesus' family tree!  As you read through this list of 42 generational names, perhaps more than a few rung a bell with you.  Some of those in Jesus ancestry NEVER sought God at all!  All of them were sinners.  Some did a few things right, some of the time.  An awful lot like people I know!

Shocking Grandmothers point to God's grace!  When checking out that list of names did you notice that there are only four women mentioned in Jesus' genealogy?  Jerry Springer has not much on these women:
Tamar: Genesis 38, a Canaanite whom seduced her father-in-law to get pregnant
Rahab: Joshua 2 and 6, was a Canaanite prostitute.
Ruth: was a Moabite, descended from Lot's indiscretion.
Bathsheba: David's adulteress, whose husband he killed.

But, before condemning any of them, let us remember that according to I Corinthians 6:9-11, we are all adulterers - that God reaches out to.

The Church is full of sinners, some saved by grace, some still needing to find that grace.  We are all broken, to be transformed by Jesus into something useful to God.

Rejoice!

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Immanuel

Read Isaiah 7:14 and Matthew 1:22-23

Immanuel has the meaning of "God With Us".  In the Isaiah verse we can see it used to describe Jesus, however Jesus never went by this name that we are aware of anyway.

God came to dwell among us.  His conception was miraculous, but he had a very normal birth and with no evidence to the contrary, a very normal first 30-33 years.

God's presence was in Jesus.  Jesus was with us.  Hence, God was with us!  But, Jesus was fully human.  He was fragile, breakable and killable as the Jewish leadership was to prove.

God gave of himself.  He gave us the gift of His presence.  And, with Jesus' death, God gave us His Holy Spirit - so He would always be with us.....

I might really hate Mike W. Smith's songs - but Immanuel does have a central Christian point!

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Sin In The Body

The Church I grew in was very much unlike anyother church I have ever experienced.  For example:

At the beginning of the service, a young man and one of the teenage girls came up on the stage and explained how they now understood that decisions they had made - had brought sin into the body.  Yeah, it seems that the direct results of said activities was to be arriving in a few months.  Women were in tears while I quietly folded my bulletin and slid it into my pocket.  This Sunday was now going to be one of those "emotional" services I loath so much.  I caught Dutchman's eye and we slowly crept through the crowd and off to pizza.

But the thought stuck with me.  Could something I did, really have an impact on the Christian body either local or at large?  Certainly we can see evidence of this in the Old Testament and what may have been behind the deaths of Ananias and Sapphira.....  I have thought on this often through the years.

And so last week sin has struck yet again in my church's youth group.  Never seems to matter which church you go to, someone is going to derail and affect the body local - every year.  I know from decades of youth work that if you treat the youth as adults, with adult expectations, serious study - and some fun!, they pretty much seem to stay on track.  Luckily, it was not any of my kids whom failed - now that would have been a shocker!  But, I really feel for the Youth Pastor and the leaders of that group.  It is a hard one to meet with the kids and get them to understand and then their parents to get them to understand as well!

The youth rarely think 30 seconds into the future and repercussions are always a SURPRISE!  One of the reasons my classes are on a serious side and hence poorly attended.  Well, would you go where you have to read and think or where you can blow dope and er, etc?  No contest there.

So, next class is going to raise eyebrows, I named it "Really Bad Ideas".  I expect for the three adults to do some sharing and maybe even some of the youth.  I also know I have had many more of those "Really Bad Ideas" than others, so will have lots of material to draw from!

I will try to remember to update on how it all went.  I am expecting much laughter and some internal learning.  For now, we have a handful of kids and some parents with some trauma to deal with this Christmas Season.  You might want to remember them in your prayers for a few very rough weeks.

Monday, December 19, 2011

The Quandary of Pacifism

The shoot went rather well, fewer came than I expected or had bought ammo for.  Family, extended family and one of "My Kids" made it though.  Mostly I spent my time instructing New Daughter in her first shooting lesson.  I think she did just fine.  Will there be others?  I think so, I got the impression from her that her interest at the beginning of the day was to try something new and different; by the end of the day her desire was in bonding identities.  Either way, I had fun.  And, if true I am very flattered.  I may never understand how God works things out....

About 25% of what we were blazing away with!
New Daughter asked an interesting question on the way home: "In light of your shooting abilities, where do you stand on persecution for your faith and the ability to respond in kind?"

That is a hard one to answer when you are an avowed pacifist.....  (And what an awesome question!  I have not told her of this blog, so I doubt she will ever know I was really impressed by that one!)

I believe in the right of self defense, preferably without deadly force.  I do not believe that purposefully putting oneself in harms way, so that you are forced to defend yourself - is self defense at all.  Nor do I believe that using my abilities to kill someone at extreme distance is self defense either.  Both are murder.

So, when ordered to kill, I have through tremendous prayer, managed to never have to pull the trigger to do so.  No one has ever even been wounded by a gun I possess.  Scared out of their minds, into surrender for arrest - hecka yeah as my oldest daughter says.  And think on the amount of finely placed rounds that takes!

When requested to go to Africa to "support" Christian missionaries, through the usage of my "God given" abilities - I politely told the mission board that I would not commit murder and perhaps those missionaries would best be placed where people would listen rather than kill and eat them.  (And they learned about me how?????)

Yet, would I go into harm's way to protect my children?  Yup.  My extended family such as Dutchman, Swede, Gaelic Girl and the real Dutch Girl?  Yup again, assuming they were not the aggressor.  "My Kids", those students whom have become special?  Oh yeah, several times over - especially to get them out of drug dens, sexual orgies and other problems they never saw coming.  Small towns make it easy to know exactly what is going on where, with whom.....  Sometimes the shepherd has to hunt down the wolf, in order to protect the flock.

So, would I use a fatal weapon ever on a human - to kill them?  I pray no event in my life will force that to happen.

As for being persecuted, isn't that one of badges of courage?  To take a stand for Christ, unarmed by the world's weapons, against the evil which has clouded the minds of the many?  I have lost friends and family to real martyrdom and I have no doubt they went down with a prayer for their executioners - not in a blaze of lead.  Would that should my life come to this, I too will have the strength to do as I perceive they did.

Character is everything in our Christian walk.

Friday, December 16, 2011

Jesus In Public?

I was listening to talk radio, non Christian station, where the talking head was having an interesting discussion over a guy named Tebow, on some sports team, always praising Jesus.  Hmmmmm.

It was pretty obvious that the guest speaking, even if he had been to seminary, really does not know his Bible well, nor the roots of Christianity.  In fact, I would list him as a non-believer being critical about something he sought and did not find.  The radio host I do not believe was a believer either, but was irritated that this guy would criticize someone for the faith being displayed in public.  You have to admit it has got to be interesting when two clueless guys are going to duke it out on national radio.  They both agreed to disagree in the end.

Now I have long held the belief that God really does not care much about sports.  Prayers and praises before and after are man's way of justifying his worship of something which does separate him from God.  It is a false idol and a sickness within the church.

We teach our kids to worship the "Christian" heroes of the game.  Funny, I would bet there are just as many Christians on the losing teams as well.  But, no one seems to want to hear them thanking Jesus for the loss nor as inspiring speakers.  We teach our kids that Sunday is a perfect day to duck out of Sunday School and services to go and play at games while they are young and then go to when they are older.  This is worship guys and you are teaching that your faith in Christ is not real when you willingly bow to any Sunday performance.  Sorry, but the faithless kid you just raised had a reason for being so.

As for some over paid adolescent whom utters ".....blah-blah-blah Jesus blah-blah-blah .....".  So what?  Is he also that full of praise when his team loses?  Is he that full of praise when his injuries mount up?  Doubtful.  He will go on in life in some form of "Christian Ministry" often recalling how great God was when he saved the XYZ game.....

Now God can do anything He wants.  If He wants a team to win, I would wonder why.  How is God magnified by any form of sporting event?  How is His justice, who He is, what He has done demonstrated?  How is the price He paid to bring us from sin discovered through a field goal?

Tebow may be an amazing Christian.  I have no idea.  I doubt I will ever meet him because I have met many sports superstars and they all are about themselves.  When they meet a non worshipper of themselves, they move along looking for the next ego hit.  So I then do know exactly where that "Christian Witness" is coming from - and it isn't the God I know.  And yes I am discussing those "Christian"sports figures here.

So the god we are really talking about here is the fluffy bunny/teddy bear, American Theology created Jesus.  You know the one whom gives you everything you want and you approach daily with your never ending shopping list of demands from Him.  Yeah, truly not the God I know.

You love sports?  More power to you.  But please stop pretending that God is somehow behind any sporting event.  You might even want to take a break from sports and see how addicted you really are, then how far from the living God you have grown, and perhaps have your eyes opened to see how you have wasted so much of your life at sporting events and in front of the boob tube watching more sports, and let us not forget those all important recaps and blooper videos!

Thirty years ago I adopted an older Christian man to be a model for me.  As I grew to know him better I was horrified that he was a sports nut!  Yes, he was one of those whom would sneak out of church at 11:45 so he could make the game on the TV.  No it just was not the same were he to record it on his VCR, he had to watch if live.  Then one day I was helping clean his basement and I found he had kept journals from 1951 to date of every game, by every team, by the school he loved.  Yes, he is a solid Christian man but no one in his family would tell you that he could not have used that time far better and had tons less stress in his life (which he tended to take out on others when all did not go well.....).

As for the whole argument this started with?  We are told to not be public in our prayers and demonstration.  We are to keep it between God and us.  No one should need to know how often you pray, what you pray for or what you do in service to God.  Yes, I  am one of those people whom prays over a meal, even in public.  Yes, I am someone whom prays with others prior to an undertaking.  Yes, I will publicly witness as lead - to an individual.  Would I write verses on my face to draw attention to myself and the cameras?  No.  If asked a question, would I always start with, "Thank you Jesus......."?  No. Would I ..... , indeed would I go to the extremes this guy seems to want to go, for the purpose of drawing attention to myself - even if I could convince myself that I was really doing this for God?  This guy is really setting himself up to give all of us Christians another public black eye.  Get your ice packs ready.

I think our relationship with God needs to be taken seriously in this age of apostasy.  If God says your right hand must not know what your left is doing - then no one else needs to either.  That is if your service truly is to God and not yourself.....

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Politically Correct Bonhoeffer

Welcome to the 21st century, this is the century were - due to political correctness - history is constantly being revised in order to make events palatable to those too lazy to read primary sources for themselves.  Yes, so we now have another biography on Dietrich Bonhoeffer for me to grouse about.

I will probably end my life as the modern German apologist for Bonhoeffer but by the time you have read this you will wonder if I am an apologist.  Unlike so many, I KNOW he was not a martyr, I KNOW he did not resist the Nazi's, I KNOW he later regretted exactly not resisting them when he had the chance.  Please note that unlike the author of the recent work, I have researched far enough into Bonhoeffer's own writings to KNOW whom and what Bonhoeffer was and did.  Not legend, reality.

Whom was Dietrich Bonhoeffer?  Someone from whose life you need to learn many Christian Lessons from.  What did he do?  Exactly the opposite of what you, as a mature Christian, must do - in taking your stand for God in a godless culture and society!

Bonhoeffer, rather than face the plight of the German people during the depression, founded what was for all intents and purposes a Christian Community, dedicated to teaching self subsistence - physically and spiritually.  He made the choice between having a small impact on a large group of people (Germany) and having a large impact on a small group of people.  Both are admirable.  But, we can look back and see that the larger group was what needed attention.  Many have commented that statement is hindsight and 20/20 - completely forgetting that God does not deal in hindsight.  God was to raise Bonhoeffer up to the National Church level at a crucial time (more on this later).  Hey, He even removed Karl Barth in the process of doing so!  (Don't even ask what I thought of Barth!)

Bonhoeffer's inner pull away from the German church was a lack of attention which allowed a despot to seize control of Germany, uncontested.  When the general population could have been trained on a national level, in spite of Barth, Bonhoeffer had moved out of the country.  Yes, he was to return, but he had a choice and he knew he was taking the easy way out (per his letters).  His reason for return the final time - to have a witness amongst his people once the war was over - "....to share in their sufferings.....".  He was correct on that score, if you want to have a mission and witness within a culture, even your own, you can not be an outside observer.  A lesson many a missionary needs to learn!

The Nazi's had it in for the Jews from the beginning.  Bonhoeffer's sister was in love with a Jewish man.  When it came time for the marriage - Bonhoeffer bowed to the political correctness of the Nazi movement and did not perform that ceremony.  There was no law he would have been violating, it was not even direct pressure put on him, and he willingly bowed to that perceived pressure.  Just as the Christian Church does today!  He was later to rethink this in prison and lamented his poor choices in this matter (per his letters).

When Bonhoeffer was head of the National Church of Germany, he was approached on the subject of executing Adolf Hitler.  He, like a great many German believers, personally felt Hitler was the physical presence of Satan and therefore a perfect target for killing.  Unfortunately, being a Christian whose views had become one of a Social Gospel, he failed to consider that murder is still murder, no matter how evil the target is. 

God does not appreciate murder and will hold you accountable.  We know this part the best; the bomb failed to kill Hitler.  Hitler's men through diligent research were able to round up almost the entire group involved - including Bonhoeffer - whom had given his blessing on the attempt.  Along with Bonhoeffer, his father brother-in-law and family friends, were all convicted for their part and executed as  well.  Hitler already had problems with stubborn Christians and many do not understand that he turned his wrath upon the Lutheran Church - executing close to 7,000,000 believers before the closing of the war.

Although claimed by the recent book, Bonhoeffer was not sent to a concentration camp, he was sent to a prison.  Yes, it was a grouping of political prisoners but do not think in terms of Auschwitz here.  He was allow visitors, books, papers, allowed to conduct services for the other prisoners, etc (per his letters).

Lastly, Bonhoeffer's tome, The Cost of Discipleship, I have read probably a dozen times - each reading taking about a year to accomplish and digest.  Personally, I believe this book to be one of the highlights of the 20th century Church writings.  Bonhoeffer, in his letters from prison, analyzes this work and laments that what he found was in his attempt to get German believers to understand that "Cheap Grace" is wrong and there is a cost for belief in Jesus, the Church came to embrace empty piety - and so still were not with any real understanding of their belief.

Bonhoeffer was a Christian minister offered a central place in German and what was to become world history.  And he avoided that task at all cost - even to the point of forgetting his calling.  Had he of stood his ground early in the 1930's, perhaps nothing would have changed other than we would now have the writings of a martyr to consider - rather than someone condemn for the attempted assassination of a national leader.  Until recent history, even the United States executed those wishing to assassinate their leaders.  I can not condemn the German Courts or executioner for doing their jobs; murders are deserving of State sponsored death - no matter how politically correct that assassination attempt was to be in history.

But, he was a man, just like anyone of us.  We may not be in the same place in history, facing a nation gone mad with evil, but we are still called to serve, to witness, to disciple, to baptize - where God has placed us.

When we allow a nation, a group or even a single man to hinder our call and duties as Christians - we will have made the same mistake as Bonhoeffer and compromised our witness.  When we step out into the ways of the world, to behave as the world behaves, to solve our solutions not with prayers but with weapons - we can expect God to withdraw His protection and support in order for our actions to run their full course and man's right to justice will prevail over us......

(Now your really did not expect any other kind of review from a German Hutterite, did you?)

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Mail

Back in August I started a letter to family and friends - only life intervened.  It is amazing how so much could be so messed up in my life through the summer and fall - that a letter was really a moving target!  And I really did not want to send out a whiney-my-life-sucks-letter!  As my sister said, when she was out here for a visit, ".....maybe you should just write about how I wished life really was....."  I had a good laugh over that one but it was a true-ism.  Luckily, I was able to crank out something newsy and not negative over the weekend.  Thank God that is over and in the mail!  (So yes, dear aunts, it is finally on its way!)

So now I have decided to send Christmas Card's this year!  Now that is something I have only done like once in my life!  But, as soon as the letters were in the mail, I found stacks of pictures of the kids and grandkids that need to be sent - and no news for a letter. 

Hmmmmmm, yep, its card time.

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Christmas Yummies

No this is not exactly the post for diabetics.

I love this time of year.  Not because of the gift giving or receiving, not for all of the family and friends, not even for super scrumptious meals!  No, I am drawn like a moth to the open flame of carbohydrate overload!

Last weekend was Krumkaka from a local baker I met and oh can she make the Scandinavian sweet breads!  Something I really miss from not be able to sneak a quick visit up north on occassion.

This weekend, I am enjoying Panettone sweet bread from Italy.  And next weekend I am already planning on having a German Stollen, but it is not a great Stollen.  Great Stollens I save for Christmas morning.  The kids have long ago come to understand that immediately after stocking unstuffing, it is time to dig into a yummy Stollen!

Yes, indeed it is a wonderful time of year and one that should drive my blood sugars off the scale.

:^)

Friday, December 9, 2011

32,000 Calories

Yes, it is the world's largest Gummi-Bear!  Out of the mold it is over 18" long, about 2" thick and just longing for a real home this holiday season!  Clocking in at 32,000 calories, of pure unadulterated high fructose corn syrup - this puppy is the diabetics suicide tool of choice!  Not diabetic?  Wanna bet you will be by the time you finish this puppy off?????

:^)

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Catch Up On Prayer

My Baja, Mexico student came on Sunday - so it was great to have her catch up with us.  She really needs much prayer.  Her father was recentlyexecuted by bandits down in Baja.  Her mother and sister are now without support.  Not good for as hard of times as this in rural Mexico.

Kim, aka African Missionary Girl, is back home safely.

My ex-mining partner in Tucson has been hospitalized with problems in with his urinary system.  He is not doing well at all.  Due to a heart problem, and associated meds, he can not have antibiotics.  Much prayer is needed for him to reconsider his standing with God - and yes - for his healing too.  But, he is in his 80's and this is a great time for him to get past whatever his hang up with God is - at this time.  I heard that his wife's pastor came and talked with him last night and he even took communion.  Can his heart be melting?  I sure pray so!

For those whom remember all of the guy troubles a few months back - everyone seems to be doing better.  Swede had to have surgery and it was rather drastic.  :^(  I am praying he can get over and past this.  If I understood right, he will have one or two more surgeries to make "adjustments" as his body heals.  Brother in law had to have some chemo following his surgery.  Cousin and Dutchman are fine.  As for me, I am recovering and really never wanting to go through something like that again!  My weight has been swinging plus or minus 35 pounds, weekly, every since the end of September!  Which has brought on cramping all over my body.  I found out that Quinine helps with cramps!  So am drinking Tonic Water for a few days.  Last night was my first night of sleep without being awaken by severe cramps in the midst of the night!  PTL!

And thank you for your prayers concerning new daughter and I.  Each and everyday I am getting more and more confirmations that I am walking on the tightrope in the correct direction.  It is satisfying to be reassured that I am not deceiving myself and this IS of God.  Conversely, it is a little terrifying not actually knowing where a path leads.  There are times I can see in her eyes the strength that fails me - due to my own past and fears of commitment in another's life.  Today we talked at great length on comfort, discomfort, what is a Christian man and how saying "I love you", does not mean I want to have sex with you.  How this culture has poisoned our young!  I am more at ease today because she talked and expressed her inner self and demonstrated she is about as scared, cautious, wary and on the edge of acceptance of this - as I am.

Monday, December 5, 2011

When At The Cross Roads

John 9:35 - 41 and Mark 8:34 - 37

As I continue to think on the blind man whom Jesus healed, pain and suffering in general, a friend's injuries, my condition in particular.....

I try and do the right thing, for instance - in all meetings with youth I have never done so alone.  I always have a mature female Christian with me at all times.  At first that was easy as Gaelic Girl has for years worked with me.  If not her, then my lawyer's wife back home in Basle Stadt.  But, all of that was to change.  I am blessed to have a very down to earth lady from Montana now to help.  Unfortunately, she was badly injured a few weeks ago.  Tripping over a newly adopted cat one night, the fall broke numerous small bones in her left hand.

So this morning we talked with our class about healing and how much she has prayed for healing in the emergency room, and with each hospital visit, for relief daily from the crippling pain.  How much longer I have prayed for relief from the disaster cancer surgery wrought upon my body.  Yet, there is not a day that goes by I do not praise God for the ability to still walk.  How easy it would have been for Him to heal me and not have to have my spine sawn open.  How much easier for Him to heal those small bones in my helper's hand.  Yet, God chose the hard path for both of us - for very obvious reasons - suffering brings forth  faith, suffering brings awareness of other's pain, suffering challenges us to be overcomers.  And, like me, my helper praises God because she knows this is within His will.  And tough enough to endure.....

Our healing is guaranteed, the only question is as to when.  For the blind man it was that day in Jerusalem - as a witness to those on the street, to him and his family, to disbelieving Rabbis, the Pharisees and the faithful gathered at the temple that very special day.

For most of us, Heaven is the ultimate healing location and solution to our suffering (Hebrews 11:35).  Not everyone lives happily ever after, at least until Heaven, for most of us.....  Until then, we are to be faithful, even in our pain and suffering - just like the believers of old!  Unlike the disbelieving world, we have HOPE until the day that suffering will indeed end.  (Philippians 3:10-11)

Peace, pleasure and healing are all in Heaven, not to be found here.  Staying alive does not compare to a day in the service of Jesus.  (Matthew 10:39)  So many seek the bizarre to find healing, to end pain, to stretch those days out on this earth out.  As Mark 8:36 - 37 tells us, you can pursue all the things of this earth and lose your soul; to what end .....?

It is easy to imagine the blind man would have given anything for his sight, especially in a society in which he was condemned by all for his birth condition!  And yet, from the unexpected came his healing at the hands of Jesus.  Hmmmmm.

I love this part: the man asked whom it was, whom gave him his sight and Jesus answered that he had already seen whom.  And, the man immediately began worshiping Jesus!  That whole argument that Jesus was not worshiped in his lifetime - just ended there. 

For us today, our salvation has been bought through Jesus' execution and resurrection.  All any of us have to do is just to receive that blessing Jesus' left for us.  No, you may well not receive healing in this life, but you will be given what you need to overcome.....

So, when you reach that crossroad in life, much the same as presented itself to the blind man, be sure you pick the road leading the way to the CROSS.

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Musical Saturday Morning

Gosh it is already December!?!?  Where did this year go.....

So, I have already posted one of the most iconic songs of the 1980's and thought I may as well as post the other one.

From the Breakfast Club, Simple Minds: